CHAK- - S

bag charms ive made :)

2010-05-26T07:51:00.001-07:00

Handmade Thingamajigs

2010-05-21T01:41:00.000-07:00

I made this quite awhile ago but i was to afraid of criticism. But now im in a "whatever" mode and was thinking of selling my handmade craft here (ABOUT TIME!). So let me introduce you to my little clay friends that ive been making for the past 1 year.

Kiki the Cat

Nabbie

(its pretty much a community now)

If you're wondering what that white thing at the bottom left (above the strawberry Nabbie) its a Sack.

So it's not a difformed Nabbie!

and last but not least

Emo Willard

So right after this imma put a link on this blog of all my handmade craft shitz that im selling off.

They do need a new home. Pretty much tired of seeing the same face looking at them everyday -_-""

So stay tune! (to whoever's reading this =p)

2010: Rant No 0001

2010-01-25T04:30:00.001-08:00

wow
a year just passed since i last updated and to be frank i didnt intend on posting up anything but after i came across a few blogshops i felt the need to give myself the encouragement in selling off my handmade works.
JUST DO IT
Indeed i have been making crafty shizz. But in small amounts since ive barely the time eversince i started working. OMG like wow i cant believe ive a job now no matter how crappy and tiring it can get but it doesnt matter to me. Cuz ive always wanted to earn and not just spend off my allowance :)

but for now imma try to update my blog cuz i dont have the heart to actually delete it. Sayangmy bloggy baby wtf. Imma maintain it as a ranting blog but at the same time ill try to post up my works and see if i get any feedback. Too overly scared to do it cuz i hate when my sense of "creativity" is being judged. But this is how life is. Youre constantly judged whereever you go or whatever you do and ive to learn to overcome that fear.

So yeah from now onwards imma change this into a personal/shop/gallery blog and i do hope that i actually do put up stuff since there is no archive for 2009

HAHAHAHAHA

its a lil late to welcome 2010 but nevertheless im just beginning to feel its prescence.

the beginning of the end

2008-11-16T23:12:00.000-08:00

WOOT
school's finally over
how time past real fast that i didnt realise im a form 4 graduate now
:d

(should have posted this earlier but oh well)

What better way to celebrate this glorious moment by the usual outing
x leh blah every week since exam started asyik kluar je
-_-"

you know what
socializing aint that bad (credits to nad)

went out to pavillion on Saturday
hung out with Nad's social network after dipalau by her
what i regretted the most was watching "Bangkok Dangerous"
it was a total waste of money
the only thing that kept me awake was Sab and her "friend and bro crisis"

i dh mula phobia travelling on my own in the late evening
ive never had trouble moving around alone
but ever since sat i might do that during the day

i was on the verge of crying
i stayed at pavi till 8pm eventhough i was supposed to be back then
that was because i temankan Sab. Her bro was suppose to fetch her but he was damn late
Anyway after she left i was suppose to look for a cab
But none would want to take me back due to massive traffic

like fuck only lah

so i was walking aimlessly with no sense of direction from pavi to starhill to lot 10 ( i think it was lot 10) then back to pavi
then i saw 2 china men smoking in front of an immobile cab.
assuming they were cab drivers ( which they were) i decided to ask them

Me : taxi drivers?
taxi driver 1 (taxi driver no 2 stayed quiet throughout the conversation) : where you want to go?
Me : Taman Shamelin Perkasa?
Taxi driver: Shamelin *thinks*thinks*thinks* 95.
Me : What?
Taxi driver : 95 ringgit
Me : *blink*blink* no thanks *runs*

and thats when i gave up lol
my mom was forced to fetch me back..kakak yg drive
so mama was trying very hard to control her anger but lets it slip a little
bah i feel guilty for that

colours membuatkan org menjadi tidak tentu arah

2008-10-27T23:29:00.000-07:00

On Sunday i missed my violin class
Cuz i wanted to follow my sis to OU
bunyi nye mcm bdak yg annoying
since shes going out with her friends
but i needed acrylic paint
and gloss
and I wanted to see all the pretty colours that makes me go gay

AR AR AR AR

It was fun
and her friends were nutters
as warned
and not punctual :/

Once there
gi mkn PAN MEE
cuz the makcik tour girl x abis2 dgn pan mee nye

Right after that
the art shop
CRAFT HAVEN

i think i spent like 45 minutes or more
contemplating on which colour i should take

During The Process :
1 ) kakak decided to abandon for consuming most of her precious time giving me useless advices
2) the store lady panicked when i accidently threw a bottle of paint to the shelves so she quickly gave me a basket for safety reason
3) Josh, Hani, Farah and Tiqah thought it was better to not hang around me while im at it

Everyone left the underage girl in the little craft store =)
practically menyusahkan them but oh well
XD

i still x puas hati due to the fact that i finished RM 58.80 on 3 tubes of acrylic
and a bottle of gloss only
=.=

happy Deepavali

2008-10-27T22:12:00.000-07:00

ITS DEEP- A-VALLEY
2 suckers that celebrate this glorious day of murukus and suji balls *lol*
my de-E-r classmates

Vaish and Sattis
(Vinka and Fakka)

FIRST STOP:
Vaishy's ^^

Vaish and Nad

Vaish and Nad (again) =_="

oh look finally me AND vaish

group photo : Sab ,Nad, me * i look like im crying butbah.. it was just a camera joke *, Vaish

I like this pic

Sab looks better with the peace sign . EAT PEAS YA'LL

and then Rizzwan came along

Rizzwan and Vaish

Four (tiring) hours later : Wilson, Alia and Leviana arrived from the terrifying ( according to Alia)"incident"

Poyo

Me And Levi

Vaish, Levi, Alia

2ND STOP
Sattis

i came late so when i arrived x de org dh
WAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAKKAKAKAKAKAKKAAKAKKAKAKAKKAKA
buat lwk je

shouldve gone to Sattis's first

Anyway just hung out there and listen to rock songs... indian style

Kolam = cute

Sattis and I

Babi girl couldnt make it
pooh

Class party pics

2008-10-24T00:41:00.000-07:00

Dash

Rizzwan, me, Melvin, Nadia, Vaish

Jakuns

Nadia

More jakuns

Best Baba yet
Wilson deserves a solo pic

Maisara, Nazreen

Sattis, Nadia

Mostly after the party pics

Oh well

Class party 22nd Oct

2008-10-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

Class party was FUN
Eventhough the beginning was shitty

Hari Koku performance was most likely the worst performance ever made

but lets look on the brightside. one thing off to worry about in my list

weeks of making the fucked up backdrop

4B had food crisis.

You guys are liars... cakap nk bawak ni lah tu and so on and forth lpas tu

jeng, Jeng, JENG

tinggal one huge tub of mash potatoes only

-_-"

but nasiblah En Khairol came into the rescue in his infamous pengakap uniform and kidnapped a few 4B-ians to KFC

so it was chicken and potatoes for us

protein and carbohydrate and plenty of glycerol with fatty acids

huhu

at least we werent famished.

ANYWAY

4B was like the hot spot of the whole school thanks to the music

yg clash dgn lagu raya

i didnt get to take much pictures cuz i couldnt find my bag

and we brought twister

mmg best

pulas tgn, kerabat atas org lpas mkn

Everyone just went a little (more) coo coo that day

but at a tahap yg masih bleh dikawal

quotes en shukri

A PLUS FOR US

Cunts Bday Bash

2008-10-20T07:43:00.001-07:00

i should be solving chemical equations right now but i just cant put my head into it

for the time being

VAISHY'S 16 + 3 PARTY

starring

me : the "lambat -est" guest

vaish : host/bday boob

BEST PICTURE OF THE NIGHT

( and im the main star )

*drunk**hiccup*

its an ABORTION

Karthi cracks me up

i like myself in candid

kaki sape tah menyesat

and everyone came tumbling down

gOod nIGht

raya open house

2008-10-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED 16 TH ZAB!

that was so last week but still aint too late for that

REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE ONIGIRIS

Nadzirah's open house

TADA

THE END

2008-09-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

Friday Night : Nad's Bday Party

pics

Pics

PICS

CUPCAKE MANIA

2008-08-31T01:52:00.000-07:00

im so hooked to cupcakes

baked and frosted 2 days straight

Tioman Pics

2008-08-31T00:46:00.000-07:00

Langkawi Pics as promised (earlier)

40 year old victim
butts

the only decent picture of me throughout the trip
high and cacated
makhluk halus
we Islammedkan it Ali
freaks

my exression giler klakar

all aboard
sunblock to the max...

you know me

random kid

Emergency Exit for life assurance

view from our place

total bliss

ive such long hands

???????

2008-08-21T06:53:00.000-07:00

DUDE

how long have i not been up here?

blogging, myspace-ing or msn-ing.cutting my connection for like a month.

for the sake of exams.

Any who

im back and it does not make much of a difference to the world. HAHHAHAHA. bapak sedih.

So let me recall the events that has occured right after taking my sej paper.

Went to Tioman on the 11.15 pm bus. My first bus ride. It was fun and worrying. I was unconscious throughout the journey. Mulut ternganga.

Dont feel like posting up pics yet. Anyway there's not much of me cuz i refuse to have my pics taken after i turned kelabu. which is a very sad sad thing to happen to someone like me who has worked hard on preventing herself from kena-ing the sun.

Finally watched The Exorcism Of Emily Rose. I really should get myself more horror flicks. So bloody thrilled to watch horror movies after awhile. The story aint that scary. Its just the suspense that made me beg Zafirah to use the internet as long as she wants so that i had someone with me to watch.

My grandma was watching the baca Quran competition when i told her i wanted to watch the movie. She said that i look like i x tentu arah, melilau here and there, cleaning the kitchen cuz i couldnt watch it. A sense of pity overcame her (like always) and she decided to head to bed. HAHAHA.

the sink's shiny now.

its just her being scary.

Scratch here and there, scream, screech ,get tangled in her own limbs and speak foreign languanges in harsh tones.

it was so funny the way she jumps out through the window. Good fun. jump jump on bed and doosh out of the window and into the barn.

when she counted up to six was the scary bit for me. It makes me cringe everytime it cross my mind.

boring entry :P

i accept no apology for it

lolx

busy Busy BUSY

2008-08-06T06:07:00.000-07:00

WAAA

been very the busy you know

Last Saturday : KLMBC

Last Sunday : The Mummy 3

Monday : study

Tuesday : pegi / x pegi PATD

Wednesday : blogging and buat homework

multi tasking

good progress

im too lazy to explain everything so im just gonna summarize whatever the hell i can remember.

KLMBC : Malaysian bands are way better than Denmark and Canada. Bangga doh. I feel proud for the country. Hong Kong and Singapore..we managed to knock them down. cheh we...macam lah i yang masuk kan.

1st place : Thailand

2nd place : Us.. Sultanah Asma... really salute them cuz theyre an all girl band.

3rd place : Thailand...AGAIN

i wasnt there during the finals. Went on the 2nd last day.

INDONESIA WAS DAMN GOOD.

They deserve to get top 3. By the time they performed i was so tired i didnt concentrate at all on the band... was so distracted by their colour guards. The flags were pweeeettttttyyyyyy.. and all the colour guards were female..

WAAAA

salute again

Didnt enjoy Thailand that much. Thailand were sorta gay..

HAHAHHAHA.

Men in huggable/colourful/ lycra tights.

The Mummy 3 : This is a waste of money. Mummies will forever maintain its existense in Egypt. Not freakin China. And not turning themselves into terra-fucking-cotta armies.

The lines were just pathetic it made me want to cry. It didnt give a chance for Brendan Fraser to shine once more like the other previous 2. Good thing hes just charming on screen all the time even if he had no line.

AND THE ACTORS

OH GOD... why couldnt they have just taken Rachel Weisz back as Evelyn. The new actress which i cant be bothered to find out her name just reeks. Mmg x best. and then the guy who played Alex x sesuai langsung. I menyampah tengok him everytime he appears. Alex was suppose to have that cute British accent and fer sure he aint no Brit alright. Isabella Leong was pretty but i find her useless in the story. Whats the point for her being there? Call abominable snowman and have her in the kissing scene. At least last time she had to call out bugs in "Bug Me Not". It just grew bigger and hairier as she gets older.

Bloody bored throughout the show til i decided to make origami out of the tickets. For the director who made "XXX" this sure didnt have much action.

Panic At The Disco : Everyone who went for PATD would probably start blogging about how the show. But ive got a whole new different story from those people. Went there to buy the band tee only. That was the only purpose i travelled all the way to Bukit Jalil on my own. For the effing t shirt.

Reach there only to find the merchandise booth was INSIDE the stadium and not OUTSIDE. Which means ive to pass through the security. Meaning i would be needing an RM 88 ticket to just buy the shirt.

SWT

i felt so hopeless that time. Called SO MANY people for ideas. Arween suruh go ask people if they could ask for the price once they enter the stadium. So pegi lah tu this group that looked reliable enough cuz they had tudungs on huhuh...but then they cannot cuz they were late...

Bleh so then proceeded to the security guards.

RM 80 for 1 ciplak looking shirt

RM 20 for 1 poster of a tree with no humans also with Panic At The Disco printed on the right corner

MMG X WORTH IT

sad a little i had to leave empty handed. and pissed at the same time. had to kill time cuz my mom was still in subang jaya. Stayed there from 6.30 to 8.30 pm.. while listening to the opening acts and at the same time keeping in mind that Panic sucks live. hehe. have to admit they do. Brendon Urie can never sing in the right key. Hes always off tune.

Duduk sementara there, unsatisfied i attempted to snatch the posters theyve put up on the doors. Babi lah the tapes.. it took me more than 10 minutes to pull one side out. i had to do with only one hand cuz i faked calling people trying to cover up my act. But then Ma was there already. Terpaksa give up. But there was like a ray of hope to just have something out of this. So i went straight up to another guard and asked whether i could have it.

SG : nk poster? eh x leh lah. nanti sponsor marah. lpas show boleh. boleh siap cop kan for you.

AWWWW

that was the nicest thing ive ever heard from a stranger

it just made my day

although i didnt get the poster cuz i had to leave.

*sigh*

Who's Going???

2008-08-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

im devastated

IM GOING TO WORLD MARCHING BAND COMPETITION TOMO X

and im devastated

in some way

why?

one

i would be missing "Dirty Sexy Money"

that sucks

two

not only will i be missing that show i wouldnt be able to watch MTV Asia Awards

that sucks too

three

im BROKE cuz i finished off my allowance on books and the tix

sucks more

four

and because im broke i wont get to watch Panic At The Disco

sucks even more

But lets think POSITIVE on WHY I SHOULDN'T BE GOING FOR PATD

- they suck live

- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live

- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live

- they suck live

- and i know none of the songs from Pretty Odd

but its SO TEMPTING

since the tix are DEAD CHEAP

if compared to MCR and Avril

( high maitenance bitches... - but i love mychem still not avril )

so my question now to all of you out there who somehow stumbled upon my humble blog

WHO'S GOING FOR PANIC?

i need a teman to get there

just gonna buy their shirt

and..... leave

i promise to be good :D

Pink Lemon Cupcakes

2008-07-28T07:32:00.000-07:00

me + cupcakes = mutilated cupcakes

theyre still nice to eat ^___^

all 37 pieces finished

pink lemon cupcakes everyone

they look peachy :P

Jodi Picoult : The Pact

2008-07-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

4 days it took me to finish Jodi Picoult's The Pact

And 4 things ive come to realise while at it

[ FUCK THE SPOILER ]

1) Emily is an annoying troubled teen who thinks she's doing the right thing by planning her own death.

2) Chris was dumb enough to help Emily with it cuz he couldnt stand watching her in so much pain.

3) I hate that Chris sometimes can be demanding and Emily just follows with it.

4) Eventhough there were a few things i did not agree with the story yet i still quite like it.

This is my first time reading Jodi Picoult's novel and at first i thought it'll be another typical teen love story. Turns out i was wrong and im happy that i was.

It is a love story between a teenage boy and girl but this time round theyve known each other their entire life. From Emily's birth until her death did Chris stood next to her. Their parents were very happy with the relationship their children have and they were the ideal couple in school.

Then one night

BAM

Emily was found dead with a bullet through her head

Chris was lying next to her stained in Emily's blood

the conclusion

Chris was a suspect of Emily's death

and to everyone he had the word "MURDERER" printed on his forehead

The story was an alternating of the present - dead Emily, Chris in jail, family in dilema - and the past - when everyone was happy :). From there you can see how their relationship blossomed and how Emily started to worry about her life, not achieving her parents high expectations, feeling depressed from the sexual abuse and of course the baby she was carrying.

So it was sort of a yin and yang kind of thing just that they werent all balance that one had to die. lolx. Chris thinking their relationship would last forever whereas Emily feared that it would crumple in the end. So Emily - thinking she acted smartly - rather have a happy memory of the relationship as a corpse than a bad memory of it being destroyed due to her problems alive. And so dies Ms Gold in her lovers arms.

As ive heard from many fans, Jodi Picoult likes to write about life with a tragedy going on in it. (No tragedy where's the story lah then)The tragedy that happened shook the two families lives. The friendship between Melanie and Gus withered, Melanie and Michael's marriage distorted and James pretend that the events never did occur.

But from there on a pact between Michael and Gus grew and Jordan McAfee- Chris's attorney began to realise that he hasnt been spending time with his son and sees the importance of the truth. But from here we see the bond between a mother and child growing stronger as the story dug deeper.

Storyline was pretty good just that one part at the trial was predictable. Frankly speaking i thought that Chris wouldve commited suicide to rejoin with Emily once he was found innocent. Nah didnt happen. It wouldve been stupid to put that one in. But i was so not satisfied by the epilogue. I dont see the point of putting that in plus what is the significance of the blank letter he took out from the tin.

Best part of the story would have to be when Chris decided to take the stand eventhough he knew that it could cause him a one way ticket to prison.

Each time i discover the problems faced by Emily as i went along the story i tend to flip to the front cover and would just stare at the picture of the two adolescents. At first (before reading) they look so happy by one anothers presence (at the spine of the book). Later on i realise the girl's eyes (front book cover) were just staring straight at me with some hidden mystery behind them. Then i would look at the guy and admire he's long eyelashes and at the same time look at how affectionate he is towards the girl as he kisses her cheek. Then Kakak comes in and pointed out that he looked like Ashton Kutcher. In some way it spoiled my perspective towards the guy, not Chris.

2008-07-20T07:36:00.001-07:00

i feel SO freakin lazy to update

but i feel like i have to spread my hatred to the WORLD ( like anyone ever reads this )

Zafirah's the new victim of dengue.

Stupid lah the form 1 and 2 s ( sesiapa yg berkenaan saje ). Go throw the bloody pads in the bin. Why is it so fucking hard for you guys that you just had to flush them out through the pipes. Now the toilets' clogged and that caused the water to overflow therefore flooding the bilik perabot. And there happens to be all the last year form 3s kayu project were dumped. i worked hard on it same goes to the others. The puddles were a very strategic spot for the aedes mosquitos to melepaskan their offspring causing the entire school to kene dengue.

and due to all the commotion

Shan Huay is absent for about a week

4 BERINGIN WANTS THEIR BARBER cum KUCING BACK

CHEER 2008

2008-07-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

GOOD JOB SOUTH ANCHORZ of SBS

comment more on cheer 08 tomorrow after they publish the results in the star newspaper.

CUPCAKES BERJAYA

2008-07-13T05:55:00.000-07:00

cupcakes were never my specialties

they always turn out wrong no matter how much effort on to them.

this time round

THEY TURNED OUT GOODThey tasted better than how they look.

know Magnolia bakery?
theyre this famous bakery at NYC.
and they've become extremely popular among tourist ever since they cast Sex and the City at the bakery.

and now you might be wondering why mine turned out unpleasant.

well i am a very messy wannabe chef

and i lost a bag of icing sugar...which resulted in no frosting for my lovelies.

this is a highly recommended and not just by me. if Magnolia cupcakes werent good they wouldnt be a sell out

So to those who love baking like me ( cheh ) you guys should try this cupcake.

http://www.recipelink.com/cookbooks/2005/0743246616_3.html

and now some piccies from the first batch

they came out GIGANNORMOUS

made 30 something pieces but now 5 are left. i baked these babies just yesterday.XD

i made brownies as well on one single day cuz my grandma was like begging me to make some.

"hitam hitam knape x buat yg hitam tu"

SWT she calls brownies hitam. and then after that i said lah " nah i buat kueh mak.mkn lah"

she replied " oh klau x buat pon xpe "
-____________________________-" swt somemore.

turned out too nipis heheheh

:)

2008-07-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

i feel 100 times better eversince i got back from the hospital yesterday

IM ALL CURED

yay

and awwww

im missed by all

at school

>.<

bad news

i got kicked out from the perarakan padang for merdeka

cuz i didnt attend the first practice so they had me replaced

bleh going for the money

wtv the moves are like retarded and everyone seems uncoordinated

i probably wouldnt enjoy myself and becoming hitam aint something i shall take pride of later when they practice at Putrajaya.

More time to go out during August hols.

i missed out Chia Sing's birthday cake :( sedih but anyway

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHIA SING

Not Okay

2008-07-05T08:55:00.000-07:00

3rd Day - Platelet level

yesterday : 125

today : 83

This is not ok.

im sick of going to the hospital and i look and feel horrible.

and i sleep twice more than any normal human being should. So much to complain about.

- Pimples popping out

- I feel giddy and i could just doze as i write without anyone knowing for the next two hours.

- my face is swollen like a stuff hamster

in a not so cute fashion.

- and im red from top to bottom.

But thank goodness the cramps at my legs lessen. i wouldnt have to berjalan terkangkang2 wherever i go to.

2008-07-04T05:09:00.000-07:00

5 days straight out of school aint the best thing that ever happened.

i was dreading to go back and study

it wasnt some sort of holiday during the period

mini hell more like it

on the fourth day of that time the headache still hasnt subsidied

Ma brought me back to the clinic

the doctor said that my platelet level was too low

Average is around 130 - 150

Mine was 83

and that's when he said i was suspected of dengue.

( and here's wear the tears start rolling )

i have to laugh at myself for that one. been hearing stories about adults and kids dying cuz of dengue and i didnt wanna follow in their footsteps and die young.

When ma saw me crying lagi she made me feel worst eventhough she was doing the total opposite of it.

And so got myself treated at Hospital Ampang. A really long wait. Of course lah since its under government. Registered at 6-7 ( ntah ) then treatment at 10-11 ( again not sure ) balik by 12 something.

Went there again today and they pandai2 do their shizz and get poked by various people in various parts of me hands in general. and lost of a few mili grams of blood to them.

BAH

have to go back tomorrow since they have to monitor my condition still

i didnt drink much water so my apetah went up.

good news though

Platelet level went up from 83 to 109 now 124 around there.

YAY

Not Feeling Too Good

2008-06-29T18:51:00.000-07:00

Guess what

Im sick

fever

i didnt shower after kene the rain yesterday. So now im suffering.

but im happy that kakak managed to drive all the way to Ampang Point without killing no one.

THUMBS UP YO

after violin class went to popular to get that book ive been wanting to buy.

Success Physics reference book. Everyone seems to have it and they said that its a good book. saw a whole stack of it at the Physics section last week i was so freakin happy that the book was in stock but then i didnt bring money that day. >.<

then yesterday beria-ria want to purchase it but suddenly. IT WAS ALL GONE. not even one copy was up there. Practically ran towards the section but then there was this group of college students ( i assume ) were hanging out, cuddling right in front of it. Sort of pissed by them. Why at a bookstore. Cant they find someplace else that wouldnt block other people? its a nuisance.

Gave up on them then started to look for add math exercise books. Why is it that they make it 10 times harder in exams than the exercises in the text book?

Saw one of the books theyve been advertising in Star newspaper. i really cant remember what the title was but the cover is in yellow. While reading it some random guy approached me and said not to buy that book. My face was blur giler. "Huh?" i went. Lolx. Then he started explaining that the book doesnt cover the entire syllabus. Sorry but i couldnt tell since i just learned till Coordinate Geometry. and he continued to promote some exercise books and said it was better to buy books at Pustaka Rakyat than Popular. Of course i knew that already. Its just that ive no time ( and ive no idea where ) to go to Pustaka Rakyat. Like ive said earlier hes just some guy that started recommending all these books to me. He wasnt even working there so clearly he aint getting paid doing this.

ive come to realise im a little upset that i didnt get to go to school today cuz today ill be getting 20 pieces of cookies ive ordered from Zab. But the good thing is that my english essay is due today. i havent finish yet though. XD

Couldn't Escape The Fate

2008-06-28T22:42:00.000-07:00

= He pled guilty to one charge of battery with substantial bodily harm for his involvement in a brawl that lead to the death of a boy named Michael Cook.

= He has been sentenced to five years' probation -- which includes stipulations that he must be employed full-time, go to drug and alcohol rehab, and stay out of trouble.

= He also can't transfer his probation to other states, which means he is unlikely to be able to tour with the band.

= He also has to pay nearly $100,000 in restitution to the mother of Michael Cook.

so who is "he" that was mentioned above

why its the stupid fellow by the name of

Ronnie Radke

lead singer

Escape the Fate

Due to all these charges and shit he brought to himself he's no longer in ETF. Which saddens me. Its not that i hold any sort of pity towards this guy. i just hate when bands have to replace their vocalist. Its much easier to have a new bass player and so on but it aint easy having a new guy as the singer cuz they definitely will not sound the same as the previous vocalist. one of the reasons i love ETF is that the vocals aint the typical screamo/emo sort of thing. but yeah they are definitely classified as those top emo bands. but unlike those bands i can listen to their songs a thousand times without getting bored of it.

so i dunno who i should pity. Omar left and started a new band and now Ronnie going to probation. What is left of ETF? i dont want it to just demolish but starting fresh is somehow a good idea. ETF wouldnt have existed if it werent for Max Green and Ronnie. Should ETF die off now? its hard to let go but i think its better that way :/

R.I.P. soon

Absent but Now Present

2008-06-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Finally im on and feel the need to blog.

well frankly i had the urge days ago

but i didnt get a chance to do it

a wee bit distracted lately :d

and so

what have i done in the past four days of absence from the internet world?

hmmm..

1) been doing cheer props.

im ze unofficial prop manager. hoho ive got a title. drew the S's and B and now the banner is still in the works. Its probably the only thing that keeps me active in koko. No cheer club no harapan in me getting into college :/

2) i helped sell off mini mentos for Zab, Cass, Mei Quen and Connie's FI team for 30 sen.

("3 PULUH SEN MENTOS , i know you want it, vely the cheap one, MENTOS ROCKS ANYTIME")

.... Sandra did a good job at scaring the rendah kids away. LOLX. And im an AWESOME sales person. Always out beat the cloudnine group *coughs* zab*coughs*cass*loser*coughs*coughs.
i wasnt that exhausted after the merentas desa but MASHAALLAH. i tired psl angkat a box of 100 plus and some chips to the koperasi. My back feels like shit and it still does. Me and Magnus were just quarelling all the way to the ko-op. i pity him terribly cuz seriously i couldnt lift the box at all and i think that no matter how much effort i put on trying to have it lifted he took more then half of its weight. :( i feel hopeless. but not hopeless enough to start crying at the corner :D my upah for helping out.... a can of coke.. still sipping as i blog...and 10 pink artificially coloured jellies..courtesy of connie... THANK YOU YARH.

im so obsessed by their homemade sweatmeats. theyre gonna leave me nothing but less than a penny and tons of fat. Ill be receiving 20 pieces of cookies on Monday XD Mak wouldnt approve.

3) went to watch "Get Smart"

we were suppose to go watch "Wanted". Thats one of the movies i was looking forward to. But then MBO suddenly resticted a few movies and "Wanted" was one of them. -_______-"""".we bought them anyway but then weve come to realise that zafirah definitely does not look like she can pass algebra..kejam me..im condemning my mom as well.. WAKAKKAKA...i look much too old for my age...sedih kan... so we got a refund out of it and switched to "Get Smart" instead. Its worth the money anway. Real funny.

and last but not least

4) IVE FINISHED TWILIGHT

WOOT

in 3 days..i wouldve have it finished in 2 but i feel asleep while reading. from 7.30 pm to 6 am. and thats more then 10 hours of sleep. enough for merentas desa anyway. i had enough energy to walk all the way from school to the padang on my own after abandoning Dash and Alia.

so okay Twilight.
I want Edward in 3D, real life form }: somehow Bella means nothing to me at all throughout the whole book. lolx she just had to be the typical damsel in distress heroin which is just sort of annoying at times. but yeah theres parts where shes all brave and so on...all the good qualities like never afraid by Edward's abilities...thats the only thing i like about her most probably. hehe. i dont feel like writing out the synopsis. it would be a spoiler to those who havent read it yet like what ive done. i checked it up on wiki and had read all three sinopsis of the series. and because of that ive no idea whether i enjoyed the book by its storyline or just the dialogues. :)

i wish i was witty as Mr Cullen himself.

Im just proud of myself : )

2008-06-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

81 words

Indonesian VS Malaysian Donuts

2008-06-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

AT LAST.
ive finally got to taste Big Apple Donuts after Kakak came home with a box of 6 of it. Ive always wanted to try these even before the existence of JCo but you know lah Big Apple is at the Curve and OU while JCo is at Pavillion which is exactly opposite my moms work place.

Rounds are sooooo overated. Round logos are like everywhere.

To be frank i was a little upset when i opened the box to have my first look at its content. There were similarities to JCo donuts yet its still not the same.

JCo - very neat and appertizing

Big Apple - Not so neat but still edible

and now a better view of other JCo donuts that ive eaten before

see the diff?

Presentation : JCo wins hands down.

Now what about the taste?

Im just gonna review Big Apple's only since thats the latest donut i consumed.. huhu and i apologize for not knowing its name since they didnt state down the names on the receipt.

Oreo , top right : it didnt taste like it. Idk it couldve been because i kept it in the fridge before eating and that somehow diminishes its taste???

Sesame, top middle : very interesting. clearly something ive never come across but it tasted normal...

Kiwi, top left : this is my favourite out of the bunch ( for now perhaps ). Kiwi flavoured jelly in the middle and the sides, the white part is very milky.

White Chocolate with hazelnut, bottom left : its like a bad version of jco's. both taste and look ( third pic, top, 2nd from left ).

Chocolate with crispies, bottom middle : talk about plain. i hate both jco and big apple's for this one

Cinnamon : very faint taste of cinnamon. barely even. cinnamon rolls worth more of your money than this.

Currently fav flavour

JCo : Tira Miss U (first pic bottom left)

Big Apple : The Kiwi Thing XD

The Donut itself??

JCo : very soft and thin. its like almost fragile. squish one part of it and its forever squished... LOLX

Big Apple : err... idk what to say about it since i ate right after taking them out of the refridgerator :P. but what i can tell its very filling and when you squish it, it returns back to its original shape. and thats why i pinch them everytime before having a taste of it. hehehe

Overall indonesia wins over malaysia T.T

jkjkjkjkjkjkjk ^__________^

next time ill get both donuts by myself. but for now ive my minions to have them freshly delivered.

BWAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAX

Past Confessions

2008-06-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

Vaish and Nad were making pompoms in class. I helped by donating cellotapes. Dunno what happen but the conversation ended up this way.

Vaish : Eh i used to have a diary.

Nad : I dont keep diaries. Malas to write in and go "Dear Diary" blah blah

Ros : I had a diary and my dad read it.

Vaish : I had a diary. You know the one Olivia bought from Bali. The pretty purple one.

Nad : Ah yeah. Mine was blue.

Vaish : Someone took it out from my bag, read it and found out that i had a crush on __addnamehere__ and told the whole school.

Ros : *froze*

Vaish : I cannot remember who lah

Ros : *Laughs with her face dug in between two huge, white pompoms*

Vaish : It was really a horrible time for me. Like the end of my world. But i got over it after standard 6.

Ros : You got over a year later?

Vaish : Yah and just moved on.

Ros : So you're totally okay now?

Vaish : Yarh.

Ros : err....ok good cuz i was the one who read it. * runs around the class away from Vaish *

Vaish : OMG YOURE THE ONE * runs after Ros with a cellotape in hand *

Ros : Woman i confessed to you already 6 years ago.

Vaish : But i forgot.

Nad : Oh you did that. * the-nadia-laugh*

So that was how a past mistake came back to haunt me. :P No wonder she was clueless when i apologized and told her ive hurt her twice last year ( another silly mistake lah ). LMAO. 11 year olds *rolls eyes* SNORT

KL Band Competition

2008-06-16T02:34:00.000-07:00

Saturday

regular activity : piano class

17th June : Anugerah Cemerlang and KL Band Comp

all these concludes to another hectic Saturday.

How the day started off

Went to school for Anugerah Cemerlang to get my certificate and money. Turns out in the envelope was a RM 30 voucher instead of 50 bucks. -_-" i thought they would've gave that kind of amount or slightly higher considering that during UPSR the school gave out a 100 bucks.

Due to Anugerah Cemerlang i reached for my piano class a half an hour late. Good thing Mama informed her. I tried calling her cell a gazilllion times yet i couldnt get through. But all this while ive been dialling the wrong number. LOLX

After class fly myself off to Nad's place. Going to band comp together gether, help make cheer props ( i'm the unofficial props manager :P) and sleeping over as well. Finally get to meet Akmal again. Surprisingly he remembered my name (Los, Los). The benefits that Uncle Amir's family gets whenever a friend comes over to their place is that Akmal will be overly excited by the prescense of new people. Meaning that i had to baby sit him. Which is annoying at times no matter how cute the 3 year old boy is.

Lepas Maghrib went to Dataran Merdeka for the competition. By then there were a hell of people already around the kandang. Should have worn heels so that i couldve gotten a better view. BAH. So i was depending a lot on the huge screen to see the bands performance.

The schools that competed were:

1) CBN : Band isnt their forte as Nad has said. They had elements of cheer and they did a cheer formation at the very end of the performance. 0_0

2) Jinjang : Good choice of songs.

3) Cochrane : Choreography was pretty good. Im not sure if it were Cochrane or Jinjang's drum major that kept letting the baton(?) fall without attempting to save it. It was just frustrating cuz he never tried to. Like no semangat also.

4) VI : The best band that night. The flag "peganger" were almost synchronize. Im sorry i cant remember what this people are called no matter how many times ive asked Nad about it. I think the kayu jatuh once..i think...but still it brought no effect to their performance and the "flag peganger" wore suspenders which is really classy. I LOVE THOSE STUFF.^_^

5) St John : Have to say that VI were better than them. * shrugs* i got bored of all performances after VI so i didnt concentrate much on them. Like every year they'll come around and wear those cowboy hats. Which is a huge turn off for me. Choreography aint that great but no mistakes occured if im correct.

6) Chung Hwa : I cant comment on them. I ran off right after St John. huhu

While waiting for the results go meet a few people which werent familiar to me. LOLX. Nad practically knows everyone and wave to all those around. Social butterfly. WTV. While looking for Alief before Nad could run off to some place :P some girl just stopped me and ask for my number. WTH. why?? i ask lah. and she was like "ala please lah nak nombor". Stumped i said " sorry no" and ran off...LMAO

Scawy. XD

Had a performance by the police people. Kesian them. Muka damn serious but theyre dancing to corny malay, english and even hindi songs with each other and they hugged as well ( awww ).

A lot of SBS people turned up. Saw a form 5 girl and guy, then bumped into Meranti students ( agama class together gether ) and cheer kiddos.

Winners of the night

1st : VI

2nd : St John

3rd : Chung Hwa

Congrats cuz this time its far more better than last years performance.

Frankly speaking i didnt really enjoy watching the band as much as last year. With everyone at the same level as the performers its real hard to have a good view of the performance. I stood behind this guy and watched the first 3 schools perform under his ear so that the lights wouldnt blind my sight. XD it definitely hurt my neck.

Finished around 11. One hour earlier than expected. Lepak lah for awhile then balik. and

TIDO.

i didnt break a sweat at all throughout the comp. :d

Im amazing

* cheesy smile *

Next Day

Again layan Akmal, finish props, went to the salon to get Nad's and Auntie Nora's hair done for some party and again baby sit Akmal. I salute Sab everytime she goes over to Nad's and jage Akmal. Went to Ampang Point makan Baskin n Robbins. First time eating :P i suck for that. I never like the idea of eating it alone so when Nad wanted some might as well just join in.

Ordered a scoop of Apple Mint Ice Cream. Its just heaven. Aint to sweet like vanilla and the flavours just right. Not that minty like as if they threw in a crate of Clorets. :)

So who's up for food reviews around KL and Ampang??

i feel the need to head off to Big Apple Donuts at LowYat to try some....

Twilight Addict

2008-06-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

All this while after 2 years the book was released...only by this week i found out that....Twilight was a vampire romance.

which means that....me likey

im so outdated in books eversince early last year. i stopped reading for the sake of PMR and ive become lazy to stick to a novel and read till late night

but now after learning a little bit about Twilight im ready to start reading again. I'm joining in the frenzy ya'll. Its like almost every student especially the chinese girls at school have a copy of it. And i heard that the book is no longer selling at any major bookstores. Only the 2nd and 3rd installment is up. :( i feel left out.

Stubborn..i still wanted to read the story anyway so took Nadhirah's copy of Eclipse, 3rd book and read till chapter 2. then continued reading chapter 1 of New Moon, 2nd book.

Conclusion: I know a thing or two about the future of Bella and Edward without knowing the past... it sucks by the way..

Currently im just begging to whoever ive seen reading the book if they could lend me.

Results : Nil...Theyve been lend to other people. Dang too late.

Check out the trailer. Ive seen more than 10 times today. It just makes me tersengih keseorangan whenever i see Robert Pattison. Hes never hot to me in Harry Potter but but...the pale complexion, red lips, bad boy look and the slight dark circles...is just...ish...so alluring.

LMAO

sounds disturbing :P

I CANT FUCKING WAIT TIL ITS 12/12/08

enjoy

Review : All Around Me

2008-06-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

I know that this song has been out for awhile but i only just got hooked to it recently. And now im just humming to it.

ALL AROUND ME - Flyleaf

Vocals : definitely describes the lyrics. has a very haunting feel yet so innocent it just creeps me out but im so daunt to it. ^_^. Lacey Mosley scores vocals when she doesnt go all screamo.

Music arrangement wise, its pretty forgettable and has nothing to enhance the music. The song depends mostly on the vocals to have it soar up to the charts for sure.

"Take my hand

I give it to you

Now you own me

All I am

You said you would never leave me

I believe you

I believe"

This part is a little off. the music idea is different from the whole song and its such a small part. Then when it returns back to the chorus it doesnt blend well. Ive heard a lot of comments on Lacey's posessed look. Yeah it is creepy in some way but she can sing and her "posessed" expression just suits the video. Concept is SO typical. Seen hundreds of bands dressed in white, drowned / soaked in dirty or coloured liquids. Its used so many times. Bands should have come up with different ideas and not just stick to this style.

Rating

Music : 3/5

Video : 2/5

Dissapointment After A Fortnight

2008-06-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

Every high schooler would have enjoyed ( oh so i think ) their two weeks off

But now the breaks over and students are forced to face their gradings of their performance based on their

MID TERM EXAM RESULTS

T.T

Eversince this year i probably got used to getting low marks XD

BM : C4. i always manage to f%^k up BM.

BI : Paper 2...careless mistakes and just plain stupid answers. i laughed myself off when i read back my answers. Ms Zaireen was ticked off by them.. :S

Biology : Paper 1 and 3. i was real blur when i did this paper. expected. nevermind lah. Akma aint a very good teacher also. :P

Chemistry : Paper 2....a so so...below average. Formula questions are all blank.. hehe i cant remember any and i so lazy to memorise

Physics : Paper 1 and 2. The worst out of the three science subjects. By percentage without counting in Paper 3 i wouldve gotten 40%...serious bab i.

Add Math : er... i dont really know actually cuz i dont know how to total them up. HAHHAHAHAH. but i think i almost failed. Dunno - lah. En Khairol asked almost 3 quarter of the class to stand up and re do the paper on the white board. I got the really really EASY question but that day my brain was just blocked. i really couldnt answer. Confronted Andrew and he gave me this answer which i cant understand why the answer was like that. WANTED to cry lah. then Khairol pity me so much he thought me how. Turns out my workings were right all the while. CURSE YOU ANDREW.

Agama : Shockingly this the only subject that i manage to get at least an A2. BWAHAHAHHAHAX.

Other papers yet to receive:

- English Paper 1

-Sejarah

-Math

-Chemistry Paper 1 and 3

-Physics Paper 3

- Biology Paper 2

HOW LAH TO SURVIVE SPM LIKE THIS

2008-06-08T07:14:00.001-07:00

6 years ago ( if I'm correct ) my mom gatal tangan bought a bread maker. Up til now its never been used.

So today after searching high and low for the missing mixing paddle I've made my first loaf of bread.

TADA!!!

it didnt turn out right but it'll do. I'm still happy that i managed to make one.

As you can see above the brand is worldstar and its suppose to be from Japan. Sounds unfamiliar? I feel the same way. I've lost the box and the manual to termites (bloody vermons) so really i had to learn it on my own. Googled "worldstar bread maker" and in return google gives me unappropriate things like porno. blink blink. Dont go checking that out.

Clearly this machine was manufactured in China. I assume lah

Learn bit by bit, trying to understand how it operates.

30 minutes gone this baby is ready to ROCK N ROLL.

Early this morning around 7 i couldnt sleep after hearing the horrible murmurs from kakak, dier mengigau, i couldnt fall back to sleep. So then i decided to have a go at the breadmaker. Dump the ingredients inside and let the machine work. I didnt have bread flour and i couldnt even find the plain one either. Cari - cari found this abandoned sack of flour. It couldve been self raising or instant pancake mix. shrugs. dump it in with the rest.

expanding. Looks like a toilet bowl though

It took about 3 hours for the whole process. While waiting watch lah House of Flying Daggers. Its shocking that i had the cd for more then 2 years yet ive never seen it. Anyway i hated the ending.

beep beep

it's alive

i forgot to take a picture of the bread as a whole. Couldnt help ripping the sucker off.

The texture didnt turn out like real bread and that's what has been anticipated. The crust taste bitter 0_0 that's just scary. But the bread taste ok and the smell of yeast is very strong.

All the more today's experiment wasnt a complete failure. Mama promised to buy bread flour so i could make more. and more AND MORE

BWAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHX

Train Man

2008-06-08T06:54:00.000-07:00

Saw Train Man on 8TV yesterday.

Why do Japanese people have to be so cute?

both looks and character..

I'm not much of a Romantic / Comedy sort of person but one can't help but smile at how adorable the main character is. The simplicity of the movie itself just makes my heart melt ( cheesy line ) with its european music background. Japanese do love that kind of songs.

This is so far the only rom/com movie that i really enjoyed eventhough the story line is darn right simple. I never enjoyed Hollywood rom/com cuz they're most of the time so overly dramatic. Watching the characters with such high manners makes me wanna punch them in the face but at the same time hug a teddy bear. GAH theyre just adorable. I would probably start buying more Jap movies from now on. Can't get enough of them now.

The Irony

2008-06-06T23:47:00.000-07:00

PRETZELS

i made pretzels yesterday

Except that they didnt look like pretzels.. hehehe

and they taste pretty good for an ameteur baker...kembang seyh

Malas to shape them as how pretzels should have originally looked. Take the cookie cutter, tempek on the dough and bake. So much easier and less time consuming ^_^

Made them while watching this Agama Forum about perubatan Islam then suddenly Papa calls

0_0 said he wanted to bring me, Kakak and Zafirah for some perubatan Islam

What a coinkident.

So after dinner we went all the way to Batu Caves. I simply just wore a baju kurung with tudung without taking note that they both clash horribly. So's with the other two but i stood out like a sore thumb more. A very weird combination but whatever lah. Nak pegi berubat. kononnye lah

Heard some ceramah by the so-called bomoh. He had a booming voice. Like he's about to go strangle someone. But he's a devoted muslim. Oh yeah he kept on referring Papa as Dato'.

Dato'???

Kakak and I were practically like -_-" with question marks over our heads. Biler mase plak Papa jadi Dato'. I bet those who came would have thought that anak Dato' had no fashion sense or sah tak pakai tudung..LOLX

Waited, waited till it was 1 am. Lot of people showed up to diubatkan. One after another then our turn came in. Kakak went up first. She's got a bloated stomach. Something that she's been suffering since last December.Kesian tau..

The bomoh urut-urut and yada2. My turn next. Problem : Sinus. He pressed he's thumb on my forehead real damn hard. I think i suffered a minor migraine after that. Then he proceeded to take some ointment and wrote Allah on my forehead.

Aliff, lam, lam, ha

SMACK.....he smacked my forehead

and again he spelled and a SMACK

and a SMACK.

aduh...ouch

So meaning i went there to get my sickness treated from 8 till 2 in the morning to get 3 hard smack on my pimple-fied forehead. yeah that definitely hurt more than those who have clear skin.

Reach home and straight to bed. Its sad to know that I've to be there next week. 6_6

It Was No Friday

2008-06-04T23:33:00.000-07:00

Finally got to taste the well known All American Diner, TGI Friday. I dont know what's with the whole fuss among teens at school about this restaurant but i find it to be like any typical restaurant. Went to the Pavillion branch right after watching the latest instalment to George Lucas's Indiana Jones with Mama, Zafirah and Peter Pan (Mr Kaas).

I was dead tired and i felt like sleeping right after the movie. The atmosphere really could have put me to sleep with all its dim lights at every table. That's why i didnt talk much during dinner. My eyes were fixed at the prices while scanning through the menu. Didnt want Mama to pay so much for dinner cuz I often feel guilty whenever I get something that worths or slightly less than the lipstick she owns. I really cant remember what i ordered but i recall the word mushroom in the menu. And cost quite reasonable ^-^

Mama's appetizer came up first. Shrimp Martini. It has a very...interesting taste. Sour and spicy and served cold. Banyak tomato puree in it. The shrimps somehow ah.. look like something that came out from a sci fi movie but of course it tasted better than it looked.

Note that i didnt actually take any pictures since i've lost my cam. So the pics are taken from various blogs and web pages.

NO I DID NOT STEAL THEM. I just took them without permission. :P

The pic's from http://www.nicolekiss.blogspot.com/

Then everyones dinner popped out at the same time. yeah so i happen to get the hamburger. And i clearly forgotten whatever its called. Zafirah had fish n chips. Again i cant remember what Mama and Peter ordered and i apologize for that but she had fish while he had steak (?). It shall remain a mystery.

As everyone should have known TGI serves their dishes in American portion. My hamburger were so out of the usual McDonald size. Eating it like i how normally do, as in with hands was troublesome and during the process i totally lost my table manners. Its plain gruesome even with fork and knife.

But i managed.

To be honest it wasnt really all that GREAT. It really tasted like it came out from McDonald's kitchen but more freshly cooked and juicier. I think the best part of my burger was the buns. And that is why i ate them on their own. Ahhhh....grilled buns....mmm

It was sad that i couldnt finish my fries. Right after the trip to the loo i was confident that i can store more chips in my tummy....but then it was taken away.

Not to happy about that. :/

Like i said i had some space left in my tummy. Looked to my left Zafirah couldnt finish her fish. Ambik pi lah. Peter and Mama practically laughed at how greedy i was.

At first when i popped a small piece of fish inside my mouth i swear to God it tasted like chicken. Mam mam some more it tasted pretty good. The tartar sauce enhances the flavour of the fish. Enjoyed that more than my actual dinner

Haish should have ordered that. If only i knew.

Desert. Cookies n Cream. Splendid. The three of us (excluding Mama) fought through to get a portion after another. But in a very polite way. and quiet.

Peter was like "Never in my entire life have i dine with 3 quiet ladies"

When you're hungry we definitely just concentrate on eating and nothing more.

And that's how we work, Mr Kaas.

That was how we ended our dinner session. Total up the whole thing and it was RM 170 and a few sens. 0_0

For something that i half enjoyed it was certainly pricey. Alas it was expected. Peter decided to settle the bill. hehe Thank you, sir.

And that's how we ended our Wednesday.

First Post And What A Way To Start It With

2008-06-03T03:35:00.000-07:00

Naive, misguided or just plain stupid.

Quite true i suppose. Reading the daily mail online regarding Hannah Bond's death was just another typical story about some radical emo teen trying to work herself into the so called emo cult. Siao lah. She's one retarded child and i feel pity for her parents. Like what the newspaper wrote, she was popular, intelligent and attractive.

Mcm babi je. She had a life. Emo is a music genre. Why is it easily mistaken as some suicidal cult? And now bands to be specific My Chemical Romance which happens to be the best band yet (in my opinion) is to be blamed. From young till their 20's i think members of MyChem would always be misunderstood. LOLX. Eventhough theyre making hell lot of money now.

I dont know whether i should laugh or be pissed by this people's ignorancy but what is there to die for? That's my question. Its just funny to remember my days when i went through that phase. I myself cant even tell why i was so obsessed with death and writing poetry about it was how i wasted my afternoon. Few months later did i realise that was just plain stupid. I used to stop myself from being happy to give that goth/emo impression to my classmates. Man lawak benar.

I still dress in black more than other colours. I still listen to emo and punk. But i dont go slitting my wrist whenever i chipped a nail or when i get B's. I'm still building myself into a better person while going through obstacles and shit of life. But i dont stop myself from having a dose of A7X and other bands i favour eventhough without my parents approval. Biase-lah tu. Anything that sounds weird to them theyre gonna start thinking, "My kid listens to Black Metal".That's what my ex-neighbour said when my mom complained to her that i listen to loud screamo music in the dark... 0_0

So go ahead and listen to songs you enjoy. Whether if its RnB, Rap, Ska, Punk and etc. As long you dont actually try to follow exactly what the lyrics says. Itu namenya kebodohan

And to those Londoners who went to the protest at Marble Arch on the 31st of May, you're a great source of entertainment. XD