Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Thursday, August 21, 2008

???????

DUDE


how long have i not been up here?




blogging, myspace-ing or msn-ing.cutting my connection for like a month.


for the sake of exams.




Any who




im back and it does not make much of a difference to the world. HAHHAHAHA. bapak sedih.


So let me recall the events that has occured right after taking my sej paper.




Went to Tioman on the 11.15 pm bus. My first bus ride. It was fun and worrying. I was unconscious throughout the journey. Mulut ternganga.




Dont feel like posting up pics yet. Anyway there's not much of me cuz i refuse to have my pics taken after i turned kelabu. which is a very sad sad thing to happen to someone like me who has worked hard on preventing herself from kena-ing the sun.








Finally watched The Exorcism Of Emily Rose. I really should get myself more horror flicks. So bloody thrilled to watch horror movies after awhile. The story aint that scary. Its just the suspense that made me beg Zafirah to use the internet as long as she wants so that i had someone with me to watch.




My grandma was watching the baca Quran competition when i told her i wanted to watch the movie. She said that i look like i x tentu arah, melilau here and there, cleaning the kitchen cuz i couldnt watch it. A sense of pity overcame her (like always) and she decided to head to bed. HAHAHA.


the sink's shiny now.



its just her being scary.
Scratch here and there, scream, screech ,get tangled in her own limbs and speak foreign languanges in harsh tones.

it was so funny the way she jumps out through the window. Good fun. jump jump on bed and doosh out of the window and into the barn.

when she counted up to six was the scary bit for me. It makes me cringe everytime it cross my mind.

boring entry :P
i accept no apology for it
lolx

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

busy Busy BUSY

WAAA
been very the busy you know


Last Saturday : KLMBC
Last Sunday : The Mummy 3
Monday : study
Tuesday : pegi / x pegi PATD
Wednesday : blogging and buat homework

multi tasking
good progress

im too lazy to explain everything so im just gonna summarize whatever the hell i can remember.


KLMBC : Malaysian bands are way better than Denmark and Canada. Bangga doh. I feel proud for the country. Hong Kong and Singapore..we managed to knock them down. cheh we...macam lah i yang masuk kan.

1st place : Thailand
2nd place : Us.. Sultanah Asma... really salute them cuz theyre an all girl band.
3rd place : Thailand...AGAIN

i wasnt there during the finals. Went on the 2nd last day.
INDONESIA WAS DAMN GOOD.
They deserve to get top 3. By the time they performed i was so tired i didnt concentrate at all on the band... was so distracted by their colour guards. The flags were pweeeettttttyyyyyy.. and all the colour guards were female..


WAAAA
salute again


Didnt enjoy Thailand that much. Thailand were sorta gay..
HAHAHHAHA.
Men in huggable/colourful/ lycra tights.


The Mummy 3 : This is a waste of money. Mummies will forever maintain its existense in Egypt. Not freakin China. And not turning themselves into terra-fucking-cotta armies.

The lines were just pathetic it made me want to cry. It didnt give a chance for Brendan Fraser to shine once more like the other previous 2. Good thing hes just charming on screen all the time even if he had no line.

AND THE ACTORS
OH GOD... why couldnt they have just taken Rachel Weisz back as Evelyn. The new actress which i cant be bothered to find out her name just reeks. Mmg x best. and then the guy who played Alex x sesuai langsung. I menyampah tengok him everytime he appears. Alex was suppose to have that cute British accent and fer sure he aint no Brit alright. Isabella Leong was pretty but i find her useless in the story. Whats the point for her being there? Call abominable snowman and have her in the kissing scene. At least last time she had to call out bugs in "Bug Me Not". It just grew bigger and hairier as she gets older.

Bloody bored throughout the show til i decided to make origami out of the tickets. For the director who made "XXX" this sure didnt have much action.


Panic At The Disco : Everyone who went for PATD would probably start blogging about how the show. But ive got a whole new different story from those people. Went there to buy the band tee only. That was the only purpose i travelled all the way to Bukit Jalil on my own. For the effing t shirt.

Reach there only to find the merchandise booth was INSIDE the stadium and not OUTSIDE. Which means ive to pass through the security. Meaning i would be needing an RM 88 ticket to just buy the shirt.


SWT


i felt so hopeless that time. Called SO MANY people for ideas. Arween suruh go ask people if they could ask for the price once they enter the stadium. So pegi lah tu this group that looked reliable enough cuz they had tudungs on huhuh...but then they cannot cuz they were late...
Bleh so then proceeded to the security guards.

RM 80 for 1 ciplak looking shirt
RM 20 for 1 poster of a tree with no humans also with Panic At The Disco printed on the right corner

MMG X WORTH IT

sad a little i had to leave empty handed. and pissed at the same time. had to kill time cuz my mom was still in subang jaya. Stayed there from 6.30 to 8.30 pm.. while listening to the opening acts and at the same time keeping in mind that Panic sucks live. hehe. have to admit they do. Brendon Urie can never sing in the right key. Hes always off tune.

Duduk sementara there, unsatisfied i attempted to snatch the posters theyve put up on the doors. Babi lah the tapes.. it took me more than 10 minutes to pull one side out. i had to do with only one hand cuz i faked calling people trying to cover up my act. But then Ma was there already. Terpaksa give up. But there was like a ray of hope to just have something out of this. So i went straight up to another guard and asked whether i could have it.


SG : nk poster? eh x leh lah. nanti sponsor marah. lpas show boleh. boleh siap cop kan for you.


AWWWW


that was the nicest thing ive ever heard from a stranger
it just made my day
although i didnt get the poster cuz i had to leave.

*sigh*

Friday, August 1, 2008

Who's Going???

im devastated

IM GOING TO WORLD MARCHING BAND COMPETITION TOMO X


and im devastated

in some way



why?


one

i would be missing "Dirty Sexy Money"

that sucks




two

not only will i be missing that show i wouldnt be able to watch MTV Asia Awards

that sucks too



three

im BROKE cuz i finished off my allowance on books and the tix

sucks more



four

and because im broke i wont get to watch Panic At The Disco

sucks even more




:(




But lets think POSITIVE on WHY I SHOULDN'T BE GOING FOR PATD
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live
- they suck live

- and i know none of the songs from Pretty Odd




but its SO TEMPTING

since the tix are DEAD CHEAP




if compared to MCR and Avril

( high maitenance bitches... - but i love mychem still not avril )





so my question now to all of you out there who somehow stumbled upon my humble blog


WHO'S GOING FOR PANIC?


i need a teman to get there

just gonna buy their shirt

and..... leave


i promise to be good :D

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

:)

i feel 100 times better eversince i got back from the hospital yesterday

IM ALL CURED
yay

and awwww
im missed by all
at school
>.<

bad news
i got kicked out from the perarakan padang for merdeka
cuz i didnt attend the first practice so they had me replaced
:(
bleh going for the money
wtv the moves are like retarded and everyone seems uncoordinated
i probably wouldnt enjoy myself and becoming hitam aint something i shall take pride of later when they practice at Putrajaya.

More time to go out during August hols.

i missed out Chia Sing's birthday cake :( sedih but anyway

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHIA SING

Saturday, July 5, 2008

Not Okay

3rd Day - Platelet level

yesterday : 125

today : 83




This is not ok.




im sick of going to the hospital and i look and feel horrible.
and i sleep twice more than any normal human being should. So much to complain about.


- Pimples popping out

- I feel giddy and i could just doze as i write without anyone knowing for the next two hours.

- my face is swollen like a stuff hamster


in a not so cute fashion.


- and im red from top to bottom.

But thank goodness the cramps at my legs lessen. i wouldnt have to berjalan terkangkang2 wherever i go to.

Friday, July 4, 2008

5 days straight out of school aint the best thing that ever happened.
i was dreading to go back and study
it wasnt some sort of holiday during the period
mini hell more like it

on the fourth day of that time the headache still hasnt subsidied
Ma brought me back to the clinic
the doctor said that my platelet level was too low
Average is around 130 - 150
Mine was 83
and that's when he said i was suspected of dengue.


( and here's wear the tears start rolling )
i have to laugh at myself for that one. been hearing stories about adults and kids dying cuz of dengue and i didnt wanna follow in their footsteps and die young.
When ma saw me crying lagi she made me feel worst eventhough she was doing the total opposite of it.

And so got myself treated at Hospital Ampang. A really long wait. Of course lah since its under government. Registered at 6-7 ( ntah ) then treatment at 10-11 ( again not sure ) balik by 12 something.

Went there again today and they pandai2 do their shizz and get poked by various people in various parts of me hands in general. and lost of a few mili grams of blood to them.

BAH
have to go back tomorrow since they have to monitor my condition still
i didnt drink much water so my apetah went up.

good news though
Platelet level went up from 83 to 109 now 124 around there.
YAY

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Not Feeling Too Good

Guess what
Im sick
fever
:(

i didnt shower after kene the rain yesterday. So now im suffering.

but im happy that kakak managed to drive all the way to Ampang Point without killing no one.

THUMBS UP YO

after violin class went to popular to get that book ive been wanting to buy.
Success Physics reference book. Everyone seems to have it and they said that its a good book. saw a whole stack of it at the Physics section last week i was so freakin happy that the book was in stock but then i didnt bring money that day. >.<

then yesterday beria-ria want to purchase it but suddenly. IT WAS ALL GONE. not even one copy was up there. Practically ran towards the section but then there was this group of college students ( i assume ) were hanging out, cuddling right in front of it. Sort of pissed by them. Why at a bookstore. Cant they find someplace else that wouldnt block other people? its a nuisance.

Gave up on them then started to look for add math exercise books. Why is it that they make it 10 times harder in exams than the exercises in the text book?

Saw one of the books theyve been advertising in Star newspaper. i really cant remember what the title was but the cover is in yellow. While reading it some random guy approached me and said not to buy that book. My face was blur giler. "Huh?" i went. Lolx. Then he started explaining that the book doesnt cover the entire syllabus. Sorry but i couldnt tell since i just learned till Coordinate Geometry. and he continued to promote some exercise books and said it was better to buy books at Pustaka Rakyat than Popular. Of course i knew that already. Its just that ive no time ( and ive no idea where ) to go to Pustaka Rakyat. Like ive said earlier hes just some guy that started recommending all these books to me. He wasnt even working there so clearly he aint getting paid doing this.


ive come to realise im a little upset that i didnt get to go to school today cuz today ill be getting 20 pieces of cookies ive ordered from Zab. But the good thing is that my english essay is due today. i havent finish yet though. XD

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Couldn't Escape The Fate

= He pled guilty to one charge of battery with substantial bodily harm for his involvement in a brawl that lead to the death of a boy named Michael Cook.

= He has been sentenced to five years' probation -- which includes stipulations that he must be employed full-time, go to drug and alcohol rehab, and stay out of trouble.

= He also can't transfer his probation to other states, which means he is unlikely to be able to tour with the band.

= He also has to pay nearly $100,000 in restitution to the mother of Michael Cook.



so who is "he" that was mentioned above
why its the stupid fellow by the name of
Ronnie Radke
lead singer
of
Escape the Fate

Due to all these charges and shit he brought to himself he's no longer in ETF. Which saddens me. Its not that i hold any sort of pity towards this guy. i just hate when bands have to replace their vocalist. Its much easier to have a new bass player and so on but it aint easy having a new guy as the singer cuz they definitely will not sound the same as the previous vocalist. one of the reasons i love ETF is that the vocals aint the typical screamo/emo sort of thing. but yeah they are definitely classified as those top emo bands. but unlike those bands i can listen to their songs a thousand times without getting bored of it.

so i dunno who i should pity. Omar left and started a new band and now Ronnie going to probation. What is left of ETF? i dont want it to just demolish but starting fresh is somehow a good idea. ETF wouldnt have existed if it werent for Max Green and Ronnie. Should ETF die off now? its hard to let go but i think its better that way :/

R.I.P. soon

Friday, June 27, 2008

Absent but Now Present

OK
Finally im on and feel the need to blog.
well frankly i had the urge days ago
but i didnt get a chance to do it
a wee bit distracted lately :d

and so

what have i done in the past four days of absence from the internet world?
hmmm..

1) been doing cheer props.

im ze unofficial prop manager. hoho ive got a title. drew the S's and B and now the banner is still in the works. Its probably the only thing that keeps me active in koko. No cheer club no harapan in me getting into college :/

2) i helped sell off mini mentos for Zab, Cass, Mei Quen and Connie's FI team for 30 sen.
("3 PULUH SEN MENTOS , i know you want it, vely the cheap one, MENTOS ROCKS ANYTIME")

.... Sandra did a good job at scaring the rendah kids away. LOLX. And im an AWESOME sales person. Always out beat the cloudnine group *coughs* zab*coughs*cass*loser*coughs*coughs.
i wasnt that exhausted after the merentas desa but MASHAALLAH. i tired psl angkat a box of 100 plus and some chips to the koperasi. My back feels like shit and it still does. Me and Magnus were just quarelling all the way to the ko-op. i pity him terribly cuz seriously i couldnt lift the box at all and i think that no matter how much effort i put on trying to have it lifted he took more then half of its weight. :( i feel hopeless. but not hopeless enough to start crying at the corner :D my upah for helping out.... a can of coke.. still sipping as i blog...and 10 pink artificially coloured jellies..courtesy of connie... THANK YOU YARH.

im so obsessed by their homemade sweatmeats. theyre gonna leave me nothing but less than a penny and tons of fat. Ill be receiving 20 pieces of cookies on Monday XD Mak wouldnt approve.

3) went to watch "Get Smart"

we were suppose to go watch "Wanted". Thats one of the movies i was looking forward to. But then MBO suddenly resticted a few movies and "Wanted" was one of them. -_______-"""".we bought them anyway but then weve come to realise that zafirah definitely does not look like she can pass algebra..kejam me..im condemning my mom as well.. WAKAKKAKA...i look much too old for my age...sedih kan... so we got a refund out of it and switched to "Get Smart" instead. Its worth the money anway. Real funny.



and last but not least



4) IVE FINISHED TWILIGHT

WOOT

in 3 days..i wouldve have it finished in 2 but i feel asleep while reading. from 7.30 pm to 6 am. and thats more then 10 hours of sleep. enough for merentas desa anyway. i had enough energy to walk all the way from school to the padang on my own after abandoning Dash and Alia.

so okay Twilight.
I want Edward in 3D, real life form }: somehow Bella means nothing to me at all throughout the whole book. lolx she just had to be the typical damsel in distress heroin which is just sort of annoying at times. but yeah theres parts where shes all brave and so on...all the good qualities like never afraid by Edward's abilities...thats the only thing i like about her most probably. hehe. i dont feel like writing out the synopsis. it would be a spoiler to those who havent read it yet like what ive done. i checked it up on wiki and had read all three sinopsis of the series. and because of that ive no idea whether i enjoyed the book by its storyline or just the dialogues. :)

i wish i was witty as Mr Cullen himself.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Past Confessions

Vaish and Nad were making pompoms in class. I helped by donating cellotapes. Dunno what happen but the conversation ended up this way.



Vaish : Eh i used to have a diary.

Nad : I dont keep diaries. Malas to write in and go "Dear Diary" blah blah

Ros : I had a diary and my dad read it.

Vaish : I had a diary. You know the one Olivia bought from Bali. The pretty purple one.

Nad : Ah yeah. Mine was blue.

Vaish : Someone took it out from my bag, read it and found out that i had a crush on __addnamehere__ and told the whole school.

Ros : *froze*

Vaish : I cannot remember who lah

Ros : *Laughs with her face dug in between two huge, white pompoms*

Vaish : It was really a horrible time for me. Like the end of my world. But i got over it after standard 6.

Ros : You got over a year later?

Vaish : Yah and just moved on.

Ros : So you're totally okay now?

Vaish : Yarh.

Ros : err....ok good cuz i was the one who read it. * runs around the class away from Vaish *

Vaish : OMG YOURE THE ONE * runs after Ros with a cellotape in hand *

Ros : Woman i confessed to you already 6 years ago.

Vaish : But i forgot.

Nad : Oh you did that. * the-nadia-laugh*






So that was how a past mistake came back to haunt me. :P No wonder she was clueless when i apologized and told her ive hurt her twice last year ( another silly mistake lah ). LMAO. 11 year olds *rolls eyes* SNORT

Monday, June 16, 2008

KL Band Competition

Saturday

regular activity : piano class

17th June : Anugerah Cemerlang and KL Band Comp

all these concludes to another hectic Saturday.


How the day started off

Went to school for Anugerah Cemerlang to get my certificate and money. Turns out in the envelope was a RM 30 voucher instead of 50 bucks. -_-" i thought they would've gave that kind of amount or slightly higher considering that during UPSR the school gave out a 100 bucks.

Due to Anugerah Cemerlang i reached for my piano class a half an hour late. Good thing Mama informed her. I tried calling her cell a gazilllion times yet i couldnt get through. But all this while ive been dialling the wrong number. LOLX

After class fly myself off to Nad's place. Going to band comp together gether, help make cheer props ( i'm the unofficial props manager :P) and sleeping over as well. Finally get to meet Akmal again. Surprisingly he remembered my name (Los, Los). The benefits that Uncle Amir's family gets whenever a friend comes over to their place is that Akmal will be overly excited by the prescense of new people. Meaning that i had to baby sit him. Which is annoying at times no matter how cute the 3 year old boy is.


Lepas Maghrib went to Dataran Merdeka for the competition. By then there were a hell of people already around the kandang. Should have worn heels so that i couldve gotten a better view. BAH. So i was depending a lot on the huge screen to see the bands performance.

The schools that competed were:

1) CBN : Band isnt their forte as Nad has said. They had elements of cheer and they did a cheer formation at the very end of the performance. 0_0

2) Jinjang : Good choice of songs.

3) Cochrane : Choreography was pretty good. Im not sure if it were Cochrane or Jinjang's drum major that kept letting the baton(?) fall without attempting to save it. It was just frustrating cuz he never tried to. Like no semangat also.

4) VI : The best band that night. The flag "peganger" were almost synchronize. Im sorry i cant remember what this people are called no matter how many times ive asked Nad about it. I think the kayu jatuh once..i think...but still it brought no effect to their performance and the "flag peganger" wore suspenders which is really classy. I LOVE THOSE STUFF.^_^

5) St John : Have to say that VI were better than them. * shrugs* i got bored of all performances after VI so i didnt concentrate much on them. Like every year they'll come around and wear those cowboy hats. Which is a huge turn off for me. Choreography aint that great but no mistakes occured if im correct.

6) Chung Hwa : I cant comment on them. I ran off right after St John. huhu
While waiting for the results go meet a few people which werent familiar to me. LOLX. Nad practically knows everyone and wave to all those around. Social butterfly. WTV. While looking for Alief before Nad could run off to some place :P some girl just stopped me and ask for my number. WTH. why?? i ask lah. and she was like "ala please lah nak nombor". Stumped i said " sorry no" and ran off...LMAO

Scawy. XD

Had a performance by the police people. Kesian them. Muka damn serious but theyre dancing to corny malay, english and even hindi songs with each other and they hugged as well ( awww ).

A lot of SBS people turned up. Saw a form 5 girl and guy, then bumped into Meranti students ( agama class together gether ) and cheer kiddos.

Winners of the night
1st : VI
2nd : St John
3rd : Chung Hwa

Congrats cuz this time its far more better than last years performance.

Frankly speaking i didnt really enjoy watching the band as much as last year. With everyone at the same level as the performers its real hard to have a good view of the performance. I stood behind this guy and watched the first 3 schools perform under his ear so that the lights wouldnt blind my sight. XD it definitely hurt my neck.

Finished around 11. One hour earlier than expected. Lepak lah for awhile then balik. and

TIDO.

i didnt break a sweat at all throughout the comp. :d

Im amazing
* cheesy smile *





Next Day
Again layan Akmal, finish props, went to the salon to get Nad's and Auntie Nora's hair done for some party and again baby sit Akmal. I salute Sab everytime she goes over to Nad's and jage Akmal. Went to Ampang Point makan Baskin n Robbins. First time eating :P i suck for that. I never like the idea of eating it alone so when Nad wanted some might as well just join in.

Ordered a scoop of Apple Mint Ice Cream. Its just heaven. Aint to sweet like vanilla and the flavours just right. Not that minty like as if they threw in a crate of Clorets. :)

So who's up for food reviews around KL and Ampang??
i feel the need to head off to Big Apple Donuts at LowYat to try some....

Friday, June 13, 2008

Twilight Addict

All this while after 2 years the book was released...only by this week i found out that....Twilight was a vampire romance.

which means that....me likey

im so outdated in books eversince early last year. i stopped reading for the sake of PMR and ive become lazy to stick to a novel and read till late night
but now after learning a little bit about Twilight im ready to start reading again. I'm joining in the frenzy ya'll. Its like almost every student especially the chinese girls at school have a copy of it. And i heard that the book is no longer selling at any major bookstores. Only the 2nd and 3rd installment is up. :( i feel left out.

Stubborn..i still wanted to read the story anyway so took Nadhirah's copy of Eclipse, 3rd book and read till chapter 2. then continued reading chapter 1 of New Moon, 2nd book.

Conclusion: I know a thing or two about the future of Bella and Edward without knowing the past... it sucks by the way..

Currently im just begging to whoever ive seen reading the book if they could lend me.

Results : Nil...Theyve been lend to other people. Dang too late.

Check out the trailer. Ive seen more than 10 times today. It just makes me tersengih keseorangan whenever i see Robert Pattison. Hes never hot to me in Harry Potter but but...the pale complexion, red lips, bad boy look and the slight dark circles...is just...ish...so alluring.

LMAO
sounds disturbing :P


I CANT FUCKING WAIT TIL ITS 12/12/08




enjoy

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Dissapointment After A Fortnight

Every high schooler would have enjoyed ( oh so i think ) their two weeks off
But now the breaks over and students are forced to face their gradings of their performance based on their
MID TERM EXAM RESULTS
T.T

Eversince this year i probably got used to getting low marks XD

BM : C4. i always manage to f%^k up BM.


BI : Paper 2...careless mistakes and just plain stupid answers. i laughed myself off when i read back my answers. Ms Zaireen was ticked off by them.. :S

Biology : Paper 1 and 3. i was real blur when i did this paper. expected. nevermind lah. Akma aint a very good teacher also. :P

Chemistry : Paper 2....a so so...below average. Formula questions are all blank.. hehe i cant remember any and i so lazy to memorise

Physics : Paper 1 and 2. The worst out of the three science subjects. By percentage without counting in Paper 3 i wouldve gotten 40%...serious bab i.

Add Math : er... i dont really know actually cuz i dont know how to total them up. HAHHAHAHAH. but i think i almost failed. Dunno - lah. En Khairol asked almost 3 quarter of the class to stand up and re do the paper on the white board. I got the really really EASY question but that day my brain was just blocked. i really couldnt answer. Confronted Andrew and he gave me this answer which i cant understand why the answer was like that. WANTED to cry lah. then Khairol pity me so much he thought me how. Turns out my workings were right all the while. CURSE YOU ANDREW.

Agama : Shockingly this the only subject that i manage to get at least an A2. BWAHAHAHHAHAX.
Other papers yet to receive:
- English Paper 1
-Sejarah
-Math
-Chemistry Paper 1 and 3
-Physics Paper 3
- Biology Paper 2








HOW LAH TO SURVIVE SPM LIKE THIS

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

First Post And What A Way To Start It With

Naive, misguided or just plain stupid.


Quite true i suppose. Reading the daily mail online regarding Hannah Bond's death was just another typical story about some radical emo teen trying to work herself into the so called emo cult. Siao lah. She's one retarded child and i feel pity for her parents. Like what the newspaper wrote, she was popular, intelligent and attractive.

Mcm babi je. She had a life. Emo is a music genre. Why is it easily mistaken as some suicidal cult? And now bands to be specific My Chemical Romance which happens to be the best band yet (in my opinion) is to be blamed. From young till their 20's i think members of MyChem would always be misunderstood. LOLX. Eventhough theyre making hell lot of money now.

I dont know whether i should laugh or be pissed by this people's ignorancy but what is there to die for? That's my question. Its just funny to remember my days when i went through that phase. I myself cant even tell why i was so obsessed with death and writing poetry about it was how i wasted my afternoon. Few months later did i realise that was just plain stupid. I used to stop myself from being happy to give that goth/emo impression to my classmates. Man lawak benar.

I still dress in black more than other colours. I still listen to emo and punk. But i dont go slitting my wrist whenever i chipped a nail or when i get B's. I'm still building myself into a better person while going through obstacles and shit of life. But i dont stop myself from having a dose of A7X and other bands i favour eventhough without my parents approval. Biase-lah tu. Anything that sounds weird to them theyre gonna start thinking, "My kid listens to Black Metal".That's what my ex-neighbour said when my mom complained to her that i listen to loud screamo music in the dark... 0_0

So go ahead and listen to songs you enjoy. Whether if its RnB, Rap, Ska, Punk and etc. As long you dont actually try to follow exactly what the lyrics says. Itu namenya kebodohan



And to those Londoners who went to the protest at Marble Arch on the 31st of May, you're a great source of entertainment. XD