Not Feeling Too Good

Guess what

Im sick

fever

:(

i didnt shower after kene the rain yesterday. So now im suffering.

but im happy that kakak managed to drive all the way to Ampang Point without killing no one.

THUMBS UP YO

after violin class went to popular to get that book ive been wanting to buy.

Success Physics reference book. Everyone seems to have it and they said that its a good book. saw a whole stack of it at the Physics section last week i was so freakin happy that the book was in stock but then i didnt bring money that day. >.<

then yesterday beria-ria want to purchase it but suddenly. IT WAS ALL GONE. not even one copy was up there. Practically ran towards the section but then there was this group of college students ( i assume ) were hanging out, cuddling right in front of it. Sort of pissed by them. Why at a bookstore. Cant they find someplace else that wouldnt block other people? its a nuisance.

Gave up on them then started to look for add math exercise books. Why is it that they make it 10 times harder in exams than the exercises in the text book?

Saw one of the books theyve been advertising in Star newspaper. i really cant remember what the title was but the cover is in yellow. While reading it some random guy approached me and said not to buy that book. My face was blur giler. "Huh?" i went. Lolx. Then he started explaining that the book doesnt cover the entire syllabus. Sorry but i couldnt tell since i just learned till Coordinate Geometry. and he continued to promote some exercise books and said it was better to buy books at Pustaka Rakyat than Popular. Of course i knew that already. Its just that ive no time ( and ive no idea where ) to go to Pustaka Rakyat. Like ive said earlier hes just some guy that started recommending all these books to me. He wasnt even working there so clearly he aint getting paid doing this.

ive come to realise im a little upset that i didnt get to go to school today cuz today ill be getting 20 pieces of cookies ive ordered from Zab. But the good thing is that my english essay is due today. i havent finish yet though. XD

Couldn't Escape The Fate

= He pled guilty to one charge of battery with substantial bodily harm for his involvement in a brawl that lead to the death of a boy named Michael Cook.

= He has been sentenced to five years' probation -- which includes stipulations that he must be employed full-time, go to drug and alcohol rehab, and stay out of trouble.

= He also can't transfer his probation to other states, which means he is unlikely to be able to tour with the band.

= He also has to pay nearly $100,000 in restitution to the mother of Michael Cook.

so who is "he" that was mentioned above

why its the stupid fellow by the name of

Ronnie Radke

lead singer

of

Escape the Fate

Due to all these charges and shit he brought to himself he's no longer in ETF. Which saddens me. Its not that i hold any sort of pity towards this guy. i just hate when bands have to replace their vocalist. Its much easier to have a new bass player and so on but it aint easy having a new guy as the singer cuz they definitely will not sound the same as the previous vocalist. one of the reasons i love ETF is that the vocals aint the typical screamo/emo sort of thing. but yeah they are definitely classified as those top emo bands. but unlike those bands i can listen to their songs a thousand times without getting bored of it.

so i dunno who i should pity. Omar left and started a new band and now Ronnie going to probation. What is left of ETF? i dont want it to just demolish but starting fresh is somehow a good idea. ETF wouldnt have existed if it werent for Max Green and Ronnie. Should ETF die off now? its hard to let go but i think its better that way :/

R.I.P. soon

Absent but Now Present

OK

Finally im on and feel the need to blog.

well frankly i had the urge days ago

but i didnt get a chance to do it

a wee bit distracted lately :d

and so

what have i done in the past four days of absence from the internet world?

hmmm..

1) been doing cheer props.

im ze unofficial prop manager. hoho ive got a title. drew the S's and B and now the banner is still in the works. Its probably the only thing that keeps me active in koko. No cheer club no harapan in me getting into college :/

2) i helped sell off mini mentos for Zab, Cass, Mei Quen and Connie's FI team for 30 sen.

("3 PULUH SEN MENTOS , i know you want it, vely the cheap one, MENTOS ROCKS ANYTIME")

.... Sandra did a good job at scaring the rendah kids away. LOLX. And im an AWESOME sales person. Always out beat the cloudnine group *coughs* zab*coughs*cass*loser*coughs*coughs.
i wasnt that exhausted after the merentas desa but MASHAALLAH. i tired psl angkat a box of 100 plus and some chips to the koperasi. My back feels like shit and it still does. Me and Magnus were just quarelling all the way to the ko-op. i pity him terribly cuz seriously i couldnt lift the box at all and i think that no matter how much effort i put on trying to have it lifted he took more then half of its weight. :( i feel hopeless. but not hopeless enough to start crying at the corner :D my upah for helping out.... a can of coke.. still sipping as i blog...and 10 pink artificially coloured jellies..courtesy of connie... THANK YOU YARH.

im so obsessed by their homemade sweatmeats. theyre gonna leave me nothing but less than a penny and tons of fat. Ill be receiving 20 pieces of cookies on Monday XD Mak wouldnt approve.

3) went to watch "Get Smart"

we were suppose to go watch "Wanted". Thats one of the movies i was looking forward to. But then MBO suddenly resticted a few movies and "Wanted" was one of them. -_______-"""".we bought them anyway but then weve come to realise that zafirah definitely does not look like she can pass algebra..kejam me..im condemning my mom as well.. WAKAKKAKA...i look much too old for my age...sedih kan... so we got a refund out of it and switched to "Get Smart" instead. Its worth the money anway. Real funny.

and last but not least

4) IVE FINISHED TWILIGHT

WOOT

in 3 days..i wouldve have it finished in 2 but i feel asleep while reading. from 7.30 pm to 6 am. and thats more then 10 hours of sleep. enough for merentas desa anyway. i had enough energy to walk all the way from school to the padang on my own after abandoning Dash and Alia.

so okay Twilight.
I want Edward in 3D, real life form }: somehow Bella means nothing to me at all throughout the whole book. lolx she just had to be the typical damsel in distress heroin which is just sort of annoying at times. but yeah theres parts where shes all brave and so on...all the good qualities like never afraid by Edward's abilities...thats the only thing i like about her most probably. hehe. i dont feel like writing out the synopsis. it would be a spoiler to those who havent read it yet like what ive done. i checked it up on wiki and had read all three sinopsis of the series. and because of that ive no idea whether i enjoyed the book by its storyline or just the dialogues. :)

i wish i was witty as Mr Cullen himself.

Im just proud of myself : )

81 words

Indonesian VS Malaysian Donuts

AT LAST.
ive finally got to taste Big Apple Donuts after Kakak came home with a box of 6 of it. Ive always wanted to try these even before the existence of JCo but you know lah Big Apple is at the Curve and OU while JCo is at Pavillion which is exactly opposite my moms work place.

Rounds are sooooo overated. Round logos are like everywhere.

To be frank i was a little upset when i opened the box to have my first look at its content. There were similarities to JCo donuts yet its still not the same.

JCo - very neat and appertizing

Big Apple - Not so neat but still edible

and now a better view of other JCo donuts that ive eaten before

see the diff?

Presentation : JCo wins hands down.

Now what about the taste?

Im just gonna review Big Apple's only since thats the latest donut i consumed.. huhu and i apologize for not knowing its name since they didnt state down the names on the receipt.

Oreo , top right : it didnt taste like it. Idk it couldve been because i kept it in the fridge before eating and that somehow diminishes its taste???

Sesame, top middle : very interesting. clearly something ive never come across but it tasted normal...

Kiwi, top left : this is my favourite out of the bunch ( for now perhaps ). Kiwi flavoured jelly in the middle and the sides, the white part is very milky.

White Chocolate with hazelnut, bottom left : its like a bad version of jco's. both taste and look ( third pic, top, 2nd from left ).

Chocolate with crispies, bottom middle : talk about plain. i hate both jco and big apple's for this one

Cinnamon : very faint taste of cinnamon. barely even. cinnamon rolls worth more of your money than this.

Currently fav flavour

JCo : Tira Miss U (first pic bottom left)

Big Apple : The Kiwi Thing XD

The Donut itself??

JCo : very soft and thin. its like almost fragile. squish one part of it and its forever squished... LOLX

Big Apple : err... idk what to say about it since i ate right after taking them out of the refridgerator :P. but what i can tell its very filling and when you squish it, it returns back to its original shape. and thats why i pinch them everytime before having a taste of it. hehehe

Overall indonesia wins over malaysia T.T

jkjkjkjkjkjkjk ^__________^

next time ill get both donuts by myself. but for now ive my minions to have them freshly delivered.

BWAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAX

Past Confessions

Vaish and Nad were making pompoms in class. I helped by donating cellotapes. Dunno what happen but the conversation ended up this way.

Vaish : Eh i used to have a diary.

Nad : I dont keep diaries. Malas to write in and go "Dear Diary" blah blah

Ros : I had a diary and my dad read it.

Vaish : I had a diary. You know the one Olivia bought from Bali. The pretty purple one.

Nad : Ah yeah. Mine was blue.

Vaish : Someone took it out from my bag, read it and found out that i had a crush on __addnamehere__ and told the whole school.

Ros : *froze*

Vaish : I cannot remember who lah

Ros : *Laughs with her face dug in between two huge, white pompoms*

Vaish : It was really a horrible time for me. Like the end of my world. But i got over it after standard 6.

Ros : You got over a year later?

Vaish : Yah and just moved on.

Ros : So you're totally okay now?

Vaish : Yarh.

Ros : err....ok good cuz i was the one who read it. * runs around the class away from Vaish *

Vaish : OMG YOURE THE ONE * runs after Ros with a cellotape in hand *

Ros : Woman i confessed to you already 6 years ago.

Vaish : But i forgot.

Nad : Oh you did that. * the-nadia-laugh*

So that was how a past mistake came back to haunt me. :P No wonder she was clueless when i apologized and told her ive hurt her twice last year ( another silly mistake lah ). LMAO. 11 year olds *rolls eyes* SNORT

KL Band Competition

Saturday

regular activity : piano class

17th June : Anugerah Cemerlang and KL Band Comp

all these concludes to another hectic Saturday.

How the day started off

Went to school for Anugerah Cemerlang to get my certificate and money. Turns out in the envelope was a RM 30 voucher instead of 50 bucks. -_-" i thought they would've gave that kind of amount or slightly higher considering that during UPSR the school gave out a 100 bucks.

Due to Anugerah Cemerlang i reached for my piano class a half an hour late. Good thing Mama informed her. I tried calling her cell a gazilllion times yet i couldnt get through. But all this while ive been dialling the wrong number. LOLX

After class fly myself off to Nad's place. Going to band comp together gether, help make cheer props ( i'm the unofficial props manager :P) and sleeping over as well. Finally get to meet Akmal again. Surprisingly he remembered my name (Los, Los). The benefits that Uncle Amir's family gets whenever a friend comes over to their place is that Akmal will be overly excited by the prescense of new people. Meaning that i had to baby sit him. Which is annoying at times no matter how cute the 3 year old boy is.

Lepas Maghrib went to Dataran Merdeka for the competition. By then there were a hell of people already around the kandang. Should have worn heels so that i couldve gotten a better view. BAH. So i was depending a lot on the huge screen to see the bands performance.

The schools that competed were:

1) CBN : Band isnt their forte as Nad has said. They had elements of cheer and they did a cheer formation at the very end of the performance. 0_0

2) Jinjang : Good choice of songs.

3) Cochrane : Choreography was pretty good. Im not sure if it were Cochrane or Jinjang's drum major that kept letting the baton(?) fall without attempting to save it. It was just frustrating cuz he never tried to. Like no semangat also.

4) VI : The best band that night. The flag "peganger" were almost synchronize. Im sorry i cant remember what this people are called no matter how many times ive asked Nad about it. I think the kayu jatuh once..i think...but still it brought no effect to their performance and the "flag peganger" wore suspenders which is really classy. I LOVE THOSE STUFF.^_^

5) St John : Have to say that VI were better than them. * shrugs* i got bored of all performances after VI so i didnt concentrate much on them. Like every year they'll come around and wear those cowboy hats. Which is a huge turn off for me. Choreography aint that great but no mistakes occured if im correct.

6) Chung Hwa : I cant comment on them. I ran off right after St John. huhu

While waiting for the results go meet a few people which werent familiar to me. LOLX. Nad practically knows everyone and wave to all those around. Social butterfly. WTV. While looking for Alief before Nad could run off to some place :P some girl just stopped me and ask for my number. WTH. why?? i ask lah. and she was like "ala please lah nak nombor". Stumped i said " sorry no" and ran off...LMAO

Scawy. XD

Had a performance by the police people. Kesian them. Muka damn serious but theyre dancing to corny malay, english and even hindi songs with each other and they hugged as well ( awww ).

A lot of SBS people turned up. Saw a form 5 girl and guy, then bumped into Meranti students ( agama class together gether ) and cheer kiddos.

Winners of the night

1st : VI

2nd : St John

3rd : Chung Hwa

Congrats cuz this time its far more better than last years performance.

Frankly speaking i didnt really enjoy watching the band as much as last year. With everyone at the same level as the performers its real hard to have a good view of the performance. I stood behind this guy and watched the first 3 schools perform under his ear so that the lights wouldnt blind my sight. XD it definitely hurt my neck.

Finished around 11. One hour earlier than expected. Lepak lah for awhile then balik. and

TIDO.

i didnt break a sweat at all throughout the comp. :d

Im amazing

* cheesy smile *

Next Day

Again layan Akmal, finish props, went to the salon to get Nad's and Auntie Nora's hair done for some party and again baby sit Akmal. I salute Sab everytime she goes over to Nad's and jage Akmal. Went to Ampang Point makan Baskin n Robbins. First time eating :P i suck for that. I never like the idea of eating it alone so when Nad wanted some might as well just join in.

Ordered a scoop of Apple Mint Ice Cream. Its just heaven. Aint to sweet like vanilla and the flavours just right. Not that minty like as if they threw in a crate of Clorets. :)

So who's up for food reviews around KL and Ampang??

i feel the need to head off to Big Apple Donuts at LowYat to try some....

Twilight Addict

All this while after 2 years the book was released...only by this week i found out that....Twilight was a vampire romance.

which means that....me likey

im so outdated in books eversince early last year. i stopped reading for the sake of PMR and ive become lazy to stick to a novel and read till late night

but now after learning a little bit about Twilight im ready to start reading again. I'm joining in the frenzy ya'll. Its like almost every student especially the chinese girls at school have a copy of it. And i heard that the book is no longer selling at any major bookstores. Only the 2nd and 3rd installment is up. :( i feel left out.

Stubborn..i still wanted to read the story anyway so took Nadhirah's copy of Eclipse, 3rd book and read till chapter 2. then continued reading chapter 1 of New Moon, 2nd book.

Conclusion: I know a thing or two about the future of Bella and Edward without knowing the past... it sucks by the way..

Currently im just begging to whoever ive seen reading the book if they could lend me.

Results : Nil...Theyve been lend to other people. Dang too late.

Check out the trailer. Ive seen more than 10 times today. It just makes me tersengih keseorangan whenever i see Robert Pattison. Hes never hot to me in Harry Potter but but...the pale complexion, red lips, bad boy look and the slight dark circles...is just...ish...so alluring.

LMAO

sounds disturbing :P

I CANT FUCKING WAIT TIL ITS 12/12/08

enjoy

Review : All Around Me

I know that this song has been out for awhile but i only just got hooked to it recently. And now im just humming to it.

ALL AROUND ME - Flyleaf

Vocals : definitely describes the lyrics. has a very haunting feel yet so innocent it just creeps me out but im so daunt to it. ^_^. Lacey Mosley scores vocals when she doesnt go all screamo.

Music arrangement wise, its pretty forgettable and has nothing to enhance the music. The song depends mostly on the vocals to have it soar up to the charts for sure.

"Take my hand

I give it to you

Now you own me

All I am

You said you would never leave me

I believe you

I believe"

This part is a little off. the music idea is different from the whole song and its such a small part. Then when it returns back to the chorus it doesnt blend well. Ive heard a lot of comments on Lacey's posessed look. Yeah it is creepy in some way but she can sing and her "posessed" expression just suits the video. Concept is SO typical. Seen hundreds of bands dressed in white, drowned / soaked in dirty or coloured liquids. Its used so many times. Bands should have come up with different ideas and not just stick to this style.

Rating

Music : 3/5

Video : 2/5

Dissapointment After A Fortnight

Every high schooler would have enjoyed ( oh so i think ) their two weeks off

But now the breaks over and students are forced to face their gradings of their performance based on their

MID TERM EXAM RESULTS

T.T

Eversince this year i probably got used to getting low marks XD

BM : C4. i always manage to f%^k up BM.

BI : Paper 2...careless mistakes and just plain stupid answers. i laughed myself off when i read back my answers. Ms Zaireen was ticked off by them.. :S

Biology : Paper 1 and 3. i was real blur when i did this paper. expected. nevermind lah. Akma aint a very good teacher also. :P

Chemistry : Paper 2....a so so...below average. Formula questions are all blank.. hehe i cant remember any and i so lazy to memorise

Physics : Paper 1 and 2. The worst out of the three science subjects. By percentage without counting in Paper 3 i wouldve gotten 40%...serious bab i.

Add Math : er... i dont really know actually cuz i dont know how to total them up. HAHHAHAHAH. but i think i almost failed. Dunno - lah. En Khairol asked almost 3 quarter of the class to stand up and re do the paper on the white board. I got the really really EASY question but that day my brain was just blocked. i really couldnt answer. Confronted Andrew and he gave me this answer which i cant understand why the answer was like that. WANTED to cry lah. then Khairol pity me so much he thought me how. Turns out my workings were right all the while. CURSE YOU ANDREW.

Agama : Shockingly this the only subject that i manage to get at least an A2. BWAHAHAHHAHAX.

Other papers yet to receive:

- English Paper 1

-Sejarah

-Math

-Chemistry Paper 1 and 3

-Physics Paper 3

- Biology Paper 2

HOW LAH TO SURVIVE SPM LIKE THIS

6 years ago ( if I'm correct ) my mom gatal tangan bought a bread maker. Up til now its never been used.

So today after searching high and low for the missing mixing paddle I've made my first loaf of bread.

TADA!!!

it didnt turn out right but it'll do. I'm still happy that i managed to make one.

As you can see above the brand is worldstar and its suppose to be from Japan. Sounds unfamiliar? I feel the same way. I've lost the box and the manual to termites (bloody vermons) so really i had to learn it on my own. Googled "worldstar bread maker" and in return google gives me unappropriate things like porno. blink blink. Dont go checking that out.

Clearly this machine was manufactured in China. I assume lah

Learn bit by bit, trying to understand how it operates.

30 minutes gone this baby is ready to ROCK N ROLL.

Early this morning around 7 i couldnt sleep after hearing the horrible murmurs from kakak, dier mengigau, i couldnt fall back to sleep. So then i decided to have a go at the breadmaker. Dump the ingredients inside and let the machine work. I didnt have bread flour and i couldnt even find the plain one either. Cari - cari found this abandoned sack of flour. It couldve been self raising or instant pancake mix. shrugs. dump it in with the rest.

expanding. Looks like a toilet bowl though

It took about 3 hours for the whole process. While waiting watch lah House of Flying Daggers. Its shocking that i had the cd for more then 2 years yet ive never seen it. Anyway i hated the ending.

beep beep

it's alive

i forgot to take a picture of the bread as a whole. Couldnt help ripping the sucker off.

The texture didnt turn out like real bread and that's what has been anticipated. The crust taste bitter 0_0 that's just scary. But the bread taste ok and the smell of yeast is very strong.

All the more today's experiment wasnt a complete failure. Mama promised to buy bread flour so i could make more. and more AND MORE

BWAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHX

Train Man

Saw Train Man on 8TV yesterday.

Why do Japanese people have to be so cute?

both looks and character..

I'm not much of a Romantic / Comedy sort of person but one can't help but smile at how adorable the main character is. The simplicity of the movie itself just makes my heart melt ( cheesy line ) with its european music background. Japanese do love that kind of songs.

This is so far the only rom/com movie that i really enjoyed eventhough the story line is darn right simple. I never enjoyed Hollywood rom/com cuz they're most of the time so overly dramatic. Watching the characters with such high manners makes me wanna punch them in the face but at the same time hug a teddy bear. GAH theyre just adorable. I would probably start buying more Jap movies from now on. Can't get enough of them now.

The Irony

PRETZELS

i made pretzels yesterday

Except that they didnt look like pretzels.. hehehe

and they taste pretty good for an ameteur baker...kembang seyh

Malas to shape them as how pretzels should have originally looked. Take the cookie cutter, tempek on the dough and bake. So much easier and less time consuming ^_^

Made them while watching this Agama Forum about perubatan Islam then suddenly Papa calls

0_0 said he wanted to bring me, Kakak and Zafirah for some perubatan Islam

What a coinkident.

So after dinner we went all the way to Batu Caves. I simply just wore a baju kurung with tudung without taking note that they both clash horribly. So's with the other two but i stood out like a sore thumb more. A very weird combination but whatever lah. Nak pegi berubat. kononnye lah

Heard some ceramah by the so-called bomoh. He had a booming voice. Like he's about to go strangle someone. But he's a devoted muslim. Oh yeah he kept on referring Papa as Dato'.

Dato'???

Kakak and I were practically like -_-" with question marks over our heads. Biler mase plak Papa jadi Dato'. I bet those who came would have thought that anak Dato' had no fashion sense or sah tak pakai tudung..LOLX

Waited, waited till it was 1 am. Lot of people showed up to diubatkan. One after another then our turn came in. Kakak went up first. She's got a bloated stomach. Something that she's been suffering since last December.Kesian tau..

The bomoh urut-urut and yada2. My turn next. Problem : Sinus. He pressed he's thumb on my forehead real damn hard. I think i suffered a minor migraine after that. Then he proceeded to take some ointment and wrote Allah on my forehead.

Aliff, lam, lam, ha

SMACK.....he smacked my forehead

and again he spelled and a SMACK

and a SMACK.

aduh...ouch

So meaning i went there to get my sickness treated from 8 till 2 in the morning to get 3 hard smack on my pimple-fied forehead. yeah that definitely hurt more than those who have clear skin.

Reach home and straight to bed. Its sad to know that I've to be there next week. 6_6

It Was No Friday

Finally got to taste the well known All American Diner, TGI Friday. I dont know what's with the whole fuss among teens at school about this restaurant but i find it to be like any typical restaurant. Went to the Pavillion branch right after watching the latest instalment to George Lucas's Indiana Jones with Mama, Zafirah and Peter Pan (Mr Kaas).

I was dead tired and i felt like sleeping right after the movie. The atmosphere really could have put me to sleep with all its dim lights at every table. That's why i didnt talk much during dinner. My eyes were fixed at the prices while scanning through the menu. Didnt want Mama to pay so much for dinner cuz I often feel guilty whenever I get something that worths or slightly less than the lipstick she owns. I really cant remember what i ordered but i recall the word mushroom in the menu. And cost quite reasonable ^-^

Mama's appetizer came up first. Shrimp Martini. It has a very...interesting taste. Sour and spicy and served cold. Banyak tomato puree in it. The shrimps somehow ah.. look like something that came out from a sci fi movie but of course it tasted better than it looked.

Note that i didnt actually take any pictures since i've lost my cam. So the pics are taken from various blogs and web pages.

NO I DID NOT STEAL THEM. I just took them without permission. :P

The pic's from http://www.nicolekiss.blogspot.com/

Then everyones dinner popped out at the same time. yeah so i happen to get the hamburger. And i clearly forgotten whatever its called. Zafirah had fish n chips. Again i cant remember what Mama and Peter ordered and i apologize for that but she had fish while he had steak (?). It shall remain a mystery.

As everyone should have known TGI serves their dishes in American portion. My hamburger were so out of the usual McDonald size. Eating it like i how normally do, as in with hands was troublesome and during the process i totally lost my table manners. Its plain gruesome even with fork and knife.

But i managed.

To be honest it wasnt really all that GREAT. It really tasted like it came out from McDonald's kitchen but more freshly cooked and juicier. I think the best part of my burger was the buns. And that is why i ate them on their own. Ahhhh....grilled buns....mmm

It was sad that i couldnt finish my fries. Right after the trip to the loo i was confident that i can store more chips in my tummy....but then it was taken away.

Not to happy about that. :/

Like i said i had some space left in my tummy. Looked to my left Zafirah couldnt finish her fish. Ambik pi lah. Peter and Mama practically laughed at how greedy i was.

At first when i popped a small piece of fish inside my mouth i swear to God it tasted like chicken. Mam mam some more it tasted pretty good. The tartar sauce enhances the flavour of the fish. Enjoyed that more than my actual dinner

Haish should have ordered that. If only i knew.

Desert. Cookies n Cream. Splendid. The three of us (excluding Mama) fought through to get a portion after another. But in a very polite way. and quiet.

Peter was like "Never in my entire life have i dine with 3 quiet ladies"

When you're hungry we definitely just concentrate on eating and nothing more.

And that's how we work, Mr Kaas.

That was how we ended our dinner session. Total up the whole thing and it was RM 170 and a few sens. 0_0

For something that i half enjoyed it was certainly pricey. Alas it was expected. Peter decided to settle the bill. hehe Thank you, sir.

And that's how we ended our Wednesday.

First Post And What A Way To Start It With

Naive, misguided or just plain stupid.

Quite true i suppose. Reading the daily mail online regarding Hannah Bond's death was just another typical story about some radical emo teen trying to work herself into the so called emo cult. Siao lah. She's one retarded child and i feel pity for her parents. Like what the newspaper wrote, she was popular, intelligent and attractive.

Mcm babi je. She had a life. Emo is a music genre. Why is it easily mistaken as some suicidal cult? And now bands to be specific My Chemical Romance which happens to be the best band yet (in my opinion) is to be blamed. From young till their 20's i think members of MyChem would always be misunderstood. LOLX. Eventhough theyre making hell lot of money now.

I dont know whether i should laugh or be pissed by this people's ignorancy but what is there to die for? That's my question. Its just funny to remember my days when i went through that phase. I myself cant even tell why i was so obsessed with death and writing poetry about it was how i wasted my afternoon. Few months later did i realise that was just plain stupid. I used to stop myself from being happy to give that goth/emo impression to my classmates. Man lawak benar.

I still dress in black more than other colours. I still listen to emo and punk. But i dont go slitting my wrist whenever i chipped a nail or when i get B's. I'm still building myself into a better person while going through obstacles and shit of life. But i dont stop myself from having a dose of A7X and other bands i favour eventhough without my parents approval. Biase-lah tu. Anything that sounds weird to them theyre gonna start thinking, "My kid listens to Black Metal".That's what my ex-neighbour said when my mom complained to her that i listen to loud screamo music in the dark... 0_0

So go ahead and listen to songs you enjoy. Whether if its RnB, Rap, Ska, Punk and etc. As long you dont actually try to follow exactly what the lyrics says. Itu namenya kebodohan

And to those Londoners who went to the protest at Marble Arch on the 31st of May, you're a great source of entertainment. XD